Clawing at my skin until I see it peeling red

Wanting to gouge out my eyes so I don’t have to see the mess that was made

Clenching my teeth and replaying everything that happened in those miserable days

Holes in white walls and knuckles bruised

Draining the toxins out trying to regain my sanity

My heads been twisting reality and I should curse your name

But vengeance isn’t my particular game

I’m being pushed past my limit and torn from the inside out

My ego is glass and my affection is untamed

Before anything began I knew it would end this way

Should’ve never held the thought of you so dear

But pain stricken by the woman I call muse will always end in captivating words